Tired of This

I can honestly say that i am completely and utterly tired of all this crap. For 18 long years i have been put through this crap, and i may not remember all that has happened through all of these years because i was too young, but i still have some memorys that i dont ever want my kids to have. I have seen, heard, and went through so much that i honestly am beyond sick of it. From my parents there has been so much hurt. and i know im not the only one thats been throught alot i have recently found a friend who has a situation close to mine. I am an adult now and im moving out soon but i still hate for others who are in the situation like mine and im glad i dont have any siblings that would have to go through it too.. I think my mom is about fed up too. This time maybe there will be a divorce and when i was younger that was the last thing that i wanted, i think im the only reason they are still together. Now a divorce seems like an extremely good option. After so many years of misery i think they both need to be happy. Them together is unhealty for all of us. There is too many threats, too many scares, too many fights, and too many tears.

To all the people who have came from a bad situation whether you are a child thats hid and cried in your bedroom while you parents are fighting, or the children that have worried about one parent doing something stupid and not being alive anymore, whether you are a person who has left your spouse that was treating you unfairly and you decided to get out.. i just want to say BE STRONG.

Strength isnt about not crying or not showing that you care about what happened. Strenth is being able to deal with everything and move on FOR THE BETTER

I am moving on for the better in less than a month and i can only hope that my parents will do the same. They have tryed to work it out for years and its not helping, may the best option for ALLof  us come along.

Tonight I pray to God that he be with anyone who needs him there. Who ever that may be. For whatever reason they need him there. May God come in where the devil is forcing his way in.