simple things....? IGNORE THE RANT!!!

BE AWARE BELOW IS ALOT OF POINTLESS RANTING THAT GOES IN CIRCLES... JUST MOVE ON TO THE NEXT POST.. IGNORE THE STUPIDITY:)

THANKS


Somethings are very simple to do, like changing a relationship status all you really have to do is click and option and save it but truely the task is not simple.. If you are changing your status then either you just got with someone or you are breaking up with.. i dont want to be single, how i love him and how i want us to work it out.... if i would have just simply clicked the single button and pressed save it would have been a huge deal with all of the people who saw it and between me and him.. I also wouldnt be able to talk to him and fix the problems if i would have done that..

That rant was pretty pointless but i dont care.. im at a weird crossroads right now. i dont have anyone who i can talk to about the serious stuff anymore. my relationship is failing and finals are coming up really soon!!! Everything at the moment seems so in the air.

My old bestfriend is also my bfs bestfriend so now i cant just confess everything to him like i could before. i cant just tell him everything and it SUCKS! when one person becomes such an imporatnt part of your life and you share everything with them and then when you get into a relationship with someone close to them they share things that you have said with that other person.. and then when you tell them not to they dont want to hear about it anymore.. its a struggle.. its challangeing to just all of a sudden not have that one person that was always there because youve become close with one if their friends..


and another thing i am one of these like crazy random ppl who will speak their mind about alot of stuff.. most of the time i will say things i shouldnt and i will go too far but i cant help it thats just how i am... I hate when someone gets mad at me for this.. expecially when its innocent fun. like if i am laughing having fun with a group of people and my bf knows how i am and he tells me that its okay, then he should not get majorly pissed at me and not talk to me for days i mean seriosuly thats immature... and also if i am asked a question while im on the phone with my mom and i just say it dont matter and then go back to talking to my mom that is not an excuse for you to ever say " i dont wanna fight tonight" because surely you have just pissed me off and made an idiot out of yourself congradualations...dumbass.... and when is it okay to completely ignore your girlfriends existance? i mean forreal if your girlfriend is standing talking to one of your friends why would you go off and stand next to two of your friends who are dating and are all hugged together kissing? i mean really why? and then when your girlfriend walks up with your friend you talk to this girl and ignore you girlfriend and when the girl walks over to the couple that are hugged up together why in the world would you carefully walk away making sure you dont get anywhere near your "girlfriend" and then tell your bestfriend how much you love her and SHIT!  its complete bullshit.. like forreal... No wonder EVERYONE says that we are broken up..